我总算学会了如何去爱

现在的我总算学会如何的去爱❤

脑子里常常这样想但是行动还是做不出来
因为在我内心只有一个原因
我担心，我心软
有时候很多的感觉一直都不懂要怎么表达
有时候很嫉妒
但我还能怎样？？？？？？

现在的我只想做回最初的自己，不想在理这么多了
那最有自信最漂亮的自己
比任何人还要勇敢的自己
做回那最认真的自己

我选择把自己内心最深的那道伤口医治好
我绝对可以做到

我还是很想说
在我身边跟我最好的那几位朋友
请不要把我当佣人来看待
有东西时才知道谁叫张紫璇
没有事的时候理你都傻
虽然说喜欢做甘愿受
但是那种感觉对付出那么多的一个人来说真的很痛！！！！
在我最需要时你们完全不知道
在我最需要你们的意见时你们却说不知道,不懂
你们有想过我的感受吗
在你们最需要时我是怎样帮你们的！！！！

我想一个人安静的思考

有时候就是这样的感觉❤

真的只是有时候，

莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆。

真的只是有时候，

突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷的发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。

真的只是有时候，

发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。

真的只是有时候，

感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。

真的只是有时候，

突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。

真的只是有时候，

别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集。

going to FLY

310312

the last day of march

i have my dinner with my buddy at the

AK 112 CAFE

we have stand by to fly away to the other country yam cha lolXD

This meeting we already booking the air ticket many time

but on the way we just do the airplane KING and QUEEN

i am very sorry for the person who always booking the air ticket for us

hahaXD

this time we have compensate for you already ya...

so dun be feel disappointed with us lolXD

tonight we just let's party at the airplane CAFE

and have our delicious dinner inside the airplane on the SKY ,taking photo

and the important things is we play a leng luiiiii at the last

sky loh and nick fong now u feel FUNNY leh....

later u guy will be feel suffering

anywhere this meet i am very happy with u guy

waiting for next meet....

yeapiiiiiiiii！！！！

NICK FONG


CARYn


4 of us


4 person 11 杯水！！！！夸张


nick fong ,sky loh 证据！！！！


因为这个角度笑了很久，甚至打起架来！！！


chicken CHOP


HAPPY+ING=DIE


~黑痣~


Girl team +Boy team =happy team


HAPPY DAY

愚人节

This year April Fool's Day （01042012）was drop at SUNDAY

how come i PLAY & LIE my budddy
but never mind ......
my April Fool's Day also can be more brilliant for me
Today morning i am going to praying for my Datuk dan Nenek
After that having a breakfast with my lovely dad and mum
after breakfast go back HOME continue to SLEEP
Afternoon going to meet my BUDDY caryn 全世界最美的美女 at setia alam STARBUCKS

In the middle ,i want to thanks my teacher Jeffery lew .
He “belanja" Me the Starbucks chocolate drink....
the chocolate drink really sweet for me
i lovin it so much ❤
anywhere i devote my time for my lovely friend caryn at there

we just chat together at there , facebook+ing and share some "sampat"photo at there untill 5PM
after the event i am going back and continue with FACEBOOK

1st
my "funny" buddy NICK FONG send a Ghost link for me to see...
when he send it for me the LINK
my feeling just feel no good
哪里知道！！！
The same things and the same link I can scare for 2 time....
Emphasis i just immediate CRY in fornt of my computer T.T
nick fong all the wrong because of you ！！！
u better remember it my April Fool's Day because of you
i really very ,super "HAPPY"

2nd
originally ，i want to frighten with he (APPLE KHEW )
but the things that i plan already ferret out
I really be defeated(失败)
thanks you u always know me and know what i am thinking.... hahahahahahahaXD
我不是有心要骗你的，只是故意玩你的
the way you let me know:

"dun lie a person who understand aboout u ,because at the last the lose person is yourself" "不要骗一个这么了解你的人！！！因为到最后输的人都是自己！！！"

3rd

my leng zaiiiii hubby karman soo
the thing that i told u just now
i need to explain
we just a best buddy and best friend
u dun be jealousy ya....
at the way i always be with u LOVE YOU GUY

my dearest Ang yee huay
how are u ????
too miss u here
April Fool's Day to you
today i really feel miss u and love you....hahaXD
anywhere pls be care yourself .....
waiting for June to meet u at KLANG

At the last i wish all my friend who visit my BLOG
Happy April Fool's Day to you
keep in healthy and happy always